***mood music below***
Forbidden
the glances we exchange
the frequent thoughts running
through my mind
I shouldn’t feel the
the way I do
I'm not suppose to
yearn for your touch
or miss your
voice when you do not
call
For all of this I left
behind
maybe in my former life
or even in a beautiful dream
but these feelings
reoccur
I am awake
and I breathe your
name with sudden
memories
overwhelmed by confusion
my heart unknowing
my mind fully
aware
this is
forbidden
for this is
why we walked
away from
the past life
the dream
yet I dream
yet I yearn
for you
yearn to feel
your breath on
my skin
inhale your scent
but it is forbidden
uninvited
your eyes pierce
my soul and
inherently call out
to me
beckoning my presence
into your world
but I've been there
before
I almost fell
in
losing myself
and loving every minute
but then I remembered
this is forbidden
infatuation
is only the beginning
I lust for you
spending minutes
hours
imagining
your love penetrating
sweet kisses
brush the nape of my neck
your hands caressing every curve
my legs locking us together
if only...
forbidden
but I crave
your taste
insatiable desires
drowning in my
lack of guilt
the will
of a
rebel
(for)
I run to you
(bidden)
an outcast
(for)
complacence
(bidden)
achieved
(for)
I am with you
(bidden)
for now
it is not
FORBIDDEN
